my house really is fish death camp...lol. But we still have 5 in the big tank plus 2 snails and our 2 betas are still doing great...so maybe it's the big aquarium seeing as 2 have died in there. We're having trouble keeping the water not cloudy. I'm tempted to keep changing the water but that's part of the reason it's cloudy I don't think changing the water every day is all that good for the fish either. Hopefully nomore will die though...lol.
I'm so down lately just so blah. I don't talk to many people anymore and I'm sick of part time friends. I mean if your my friend then be here for me during the good and the bad don't skate out during the bad!?! I'm just feeling really sad lately I guess.
Ash had to go back to the er today that wasn't fun and after 4 freaking hours all they said was keep putting the ointment on and it'll get better..Um not good enough for me so Monday we're going to see if we can get her in for an afternoon apt. I'm sorry but when you get me medicine and after 1 week and 1 1/2 (2 weeks on Tues) there is no change and said rash is now BLEEDING!!! and you're only advice is let her not wear a diaper during the day until it clears up. You can kiss my arse...lol. Womack blows I wouldn't take my dying dog there. Matt waiting for 3 hours and finally went up and said look I'm on duty the triage nurses are stanging there with their hands up their own asses my infant daughter is bleeding WTH. The waiting room was pratically empty!! So after having a security guard tell him to calm down I'm guessing the dumb bitch at the receptionist table decided to let Ash get seen!!! To make matters worse some guy was pushing a stroller in and his wife passed out behind him he tried to catch her but failed. Well in a normal caring not crazy hospital they would have rushed to her right!! Well not a womack he ran to the desk and said my wife just passed out I need a strecher or something this ignorant POS (same lady mind you) actually pointed to a wheelchair and said there's a wheelchair?!? I mean what the hell?!? You are an ER your job is to help people not sit there and twiddle your thumb while your ass gets bigger!! So my point being I am never going there. I don't care if my arm is half hanging off the bone PLEASE drive the extra 15 mins and take me to Cape Fear.
Well while ash was gone I washed her sheets she had peed all over them (right out her diaper!!) and I had to clean the mattress etc. well I had her nakie and wondering around per doctor's orders and of course trying to catch her when she peed well she peed ... where you ask...Right on her pile of clean bed sheets. Figures once you clean peed on sheets said sheet offender should be allowed to pee on them again before they make it to the bed. I was so stressed by this point that I just laughed. I put her on the toliet...lol. She laughed she has no idea what to do on there she's 19 months...lol. If anything this adventure will help her to learn what goes on down there and hopefully help her potty train earlier then her brother...lol. Although she does HATE being naked. She walked around and when she'd find a clean diaper she would bring it to me and lay down...I felt bad b/c I kept saying no honey I cna't and she just kept crying!! Poor thing :(
So I call my mom yestereday and ask her about Sun it's mother's day does she want to come by for dinner. Does she say yes?!? Noooo she says well honey it's up to you do you want me to? If that isn't the most infuriating thing ever. First I don't ask things I don't want to do. Second I have more to do then feed your ego. I said you just want me to beg you don't you she laughed and said well it would be nice?!? What the Hell?!? I thought it was nice making a dinner you like and a desert you like on mother's day!! None of the foods I'm making I like!! I'm a mother too but does that cross her mind nooo. as usual it's her her her.
Ok now that I've typed a book I'm goign to go...lol. Thanks for reading my massive vent :) :)