Golly things are so BBBOOORRRIINNNGG around here lately. I miss Matt so so so much. It doesn't help that I went through old pictures of us and I am reading our Korea journals. Matt is a great husband sometimes it's hard to see that...you know. Sometimes you just let the petty and the stupid pile up and you take for granted what you shouldn't I fuss at him alot but he means the world to me and I need to tell him that more. I don't want to be with anyone else but him!!