I just got back from Jersey it was a nice visit matt and I got a few things figured out. This deployment is make or break for us. Either he gets his act together or I won't be here when he gets back. I'm not asking him to do anything abnormal or change anything all I'm saying is hey pick up a damn phone and talk to you're wive and kids every now and then. Really not a big deal. If it can't then I understand that but every other freaking spouse has to tell me oh I heard from so and so today it's like nice they can call and mine can't. GRRRR.

I've also decided that I'm sick of people that need me to come to them. I have this friend who just dissappeared on me I PMed her I IMed her I sent her myspace messages I mean what more could I do. She wasn't online so I'm not going to call and be like um why arn't you on? I'm sorry but if I'm putting in effort it HAS to go 2 ways. Well I see her and she's like yeah you can pick up a phone ya know. I was like WTF you're the one not answering anything online I'm sure as hell not going to track you down and say hey be my friend. If I write and email and IM then I'm fullfulling my end of the bargain. If you chose not to answer then let that be on you and say hey ya know what I didn't try either. I hate that crap. I really really hate that crap.