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Yesterday was awful I hardly left the bed I was so congested and I look like rudoulf!!! Not to mention that I kept shivering even though I was under like 4 blankets!! I hate being sick today doesn't look much better but at least I am functioning. My SIL and her boyfriend will be tonight so I am excited about hat. They are bringing thier dog which I'm not to excited about but mabye it will go well we'll see.

Man I feel so SHITTY right now!!! My throat hurts my nose won't quit running just UGH. Zach isn't much better he graced the world for good at 430 this morning and so since Matt was already up and getting ready to go to work I let him watch a movie in my room. Well he hurled all over my bed...YUMM. So now we're both feeling like shit. Ashlee is running around just fine though :) She's a little mad at me though b/c I am trying not to hold her that much I just don't want to get her sick!! It's so rainy and icky out!!! I so wish matt wasn't working today :( I hate this new schdule I mean 14 hours!!! he leaves at 5 and gets home at 7 and then he eats and he's so tired he's asleep by 9. I get to see him hungry tired and cranky for 2 hours 4 days a week!! He's so much help though on his days off!!

Yeah it's 11 and I so have to be up at 6 with a 3 year old but I have a feeling I might be getting up earlier then that. Then why you may be asking am I awake?!? Well that would be b/c my son is sick! He goes to bed at 6 and has been getting up about every 30 mins crying b/c he's so stuffed up and feels so crappy. Hmm...what are the chances that now ashlee will get sick?!? HMMMM DEFINITELY!!! Oh well I could bitch from now until 6 and still be just as mad.........
I am currently reading Stephen King's Nightmares and Dreamscapes and it starts off like this....
"When I was a kid I believed everything I was told, everything I read, and every dispatch sent out by my own overheated imagination. This made for more then a few sleepless nights, but it also filled the world I lived in with colors and textures that I would not have traded for a lifetime of restful nights." And I got to thinking about my own overheated imagination...LOL. And I started wondering that if my belief in everything my mind can concoct mean that I never grew up?!? Silly I know but other people have such an easy time rationalizing things. And it's never been that easy for me. I always think what if and maybe and why not. While everyone else seems to be thinking it couldn't and never. For instance I recently saw the Ring 2 and while it was a terrifyingly stupid movie part of me was like somewhere there might be a dead creepy girl crawling out a tv..LOL. Silly I know but my imagination keeps me up at night thinking but what if. Just b/c it's never happened doesn't mean it never will. While I am certain that no, no creepy dead girl will ever crawl out of my tv. It def. adds up to a lot of restless nights and what I wouldn't give for a restful one...LOL.
Wow let me tell you staying up at night leads to alot of night ramblings...LOL. I was just sitting here thinking about how much I missed having that one close friend you could bitch to, the one who would always understand you, the one you talk to 20 times a day for no apparent reason then to gab about absolute nonesense. The one you can't go a week without seeing at least twice!! I miss that!! It seems that those good friendships only come in high school and once you have it if you don't hold on you may never find it again.

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I have ever told you all how much I love my husband?? I do!! He's awesome!! I woke up this morning and I felt shitty and he was like go to bed I'll take care of the kids. He brought me food and took care of everything I didn't have to do much of anything!! I love him!!
It's going to rain today it looks all dreary out :( I begining to wonder if it ever DOESN'T rain here in NC.

Ok I'm fairly new at this so I'm going to do my best and not screw up...LOL. Today was awesome!! I woke up late (mom was here) and we got ALOT done that needed to be done around the house. It was SUCH a nice day out so we decided to take the Zachman out for a wagon ride he had SUCH a blast!!! I get so worried about him....he is so quiet and shy around other kids and I'm not sure he knows how to ineract with them. He gets his feelings hurt alot and he seems to just do whatever the other kid wants to do (that's if he gets close enough to them at all) and follow them around like a puppy!! I really need to get him into playgroups and such and help him build up his confidence around other kids. Kids can be so damn mean sometimes though!!!