You know you LOVE how many pics are on my blog :) :) :) I am going to get around to putting a link to the pics of the kids on here so you all will have to click on something to see the kiddies in all their cuteness :) :) :) Today was lousy!! First off I can't get these awful snopes images out of my head!! Driving me batty. 2nd again no sleep last night and seeing as it's almost midnight I doubt there is sleep tonight. I'm mad I'm not going to the movie this weekend. I'm just cranky as he** lately...lol. Today Zach is driving on the couch and I'm laying down Ash is in bed when all of the sudden ***SMASH!!** a lightbuld falls out of our ceiling fan and lands on the ground?!? How strange is that?!? There are light peices everywhere so I had to clean all that up. I was SO unmotivated today. Tommorrow I will do pilaties and work out my belly and take the kids for a walk and clean the house and clean the hallway rugs!! I'm so frustrated so much to do but not enough time and NEVER enough money...LOL. Ok this is now begining to sound like the ramblings of an exhausted person!?!? Why's that you wonder .... HMMM probably b/c it is...lol.

zach getting his groove on...LOL 

my fave pic of Ashlee 

her first bottom teeth 

look how small my baby was :) I miss them being so small 

YEA!! My blog is SO pretty!!! Kath came over and helped me with it!! Prepare to be bombarded with pics of my kids :) Yesterday started out rough!! I couldn't sleep and when I finally did it was like 4 am and I woke up at 530-6am so needless to say I was TIRED!! I cleaned the house and b/c my dear dear husband is incapable of doing the things I ask then I decided I was going to clean out the storage closet and I piled up all his random crap in the computer room so now he'll have to go through it. Didn't work so well b/c he had a late commander's call then came home went through one pile and went to bed...lol. But to be fair he helped me clean up outside for like and hour before he went to commander's call so he did help out. Well Kath came over and we went on a walk!! I hope she keeps walking with me when she gts the chance I hate walking by my lonesome. I love the kids but they just arn't good conversationalists...lol. Then we came home and after failing at the grill we ate then weeded the front yard. There's still alot of work...(hint hint kath...lol) but it was fun!! I am so ready to start planting!! I want to plant live plants but I have a feeling it's going to be cheaper to go the seed route. I am not one for delayed gratifacation so who knows.... I was SO mad at matt. He keeps claiming he can do the bills well last month he was like fine look I suck you do them but then he was keeping his own records anyway and of course he'd write his charges there adn not tell me so I was like 200 bucks off!!! UGH. Well I went though the bills and there was like a STACK of deliquent bills!! UM WHY!! When he was gone for that year NOT ONCE did I miss paying any bill!!! he's home for 3 months and now we are delienquent on like 5!! Ok so now I'm doing the bills again... FUN FUN ok ashlee is whineing to come out of her high chair....

Here is Zach

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my couch!! 

zach cheesing 

ok I like this skin better but MO i lost my counter!! Help me PUUULLLEEAAZZZEEE!!! Poor Ashlee has a rash so I had to take her to the ER today!! She screamed everytime I changed her diaper and was physically trying to get my hands away when I tried to wipe her or put on desitin. I called the docs here and they were like well let her run around naked most of the day and we can fit you in tommorrow...um...NO. Plus she was freaking out everytime she peed that means NOW in mommyspeak...lol. Well she got some cream and the side effect is BURNING, ITCHING and STINGING!!! Yeah and wouldn't you know that's what happening!! UGH. HA HA I kept bugging matt to help me go through the spare room storage and he keeps putting it off most of that crap is his anyway. Well I organized the really obvious shit but the crap I don't know what to do with is now in 2 huge piles on the comp desk bet he'll go through it now...LOL.

Ok I better update my blog...LOL. I'm sitting here dying for a smoke...THANKS MO...LOL. and smelling a codi fart!! I swear the dog just stinks SO much!!! I am SO tired!! I'm giong to nap while the kids nap. Sat we went to the Dogwood Festival with Kath and Kev and Sun I went shopping then our neighbors came over for a cookout. Monday Matt helping some friends (aquatinences really) move and they bought us pizza for dinner. We fought ALOT yesterday but that's ok. I asked Kath and Kevin to be thekids godparetns!! And they said yes!! So I'm so excited!! Although I feel like I should do something like have a party or send out a newsletter and I don't know what to tdo...LOL. Well I'm going to go and get some sleep.

Today was a long long day I took the kids for a walk and we played outside alot it was a beautiful day!! That's all I really have to say for today I'm really cranky and people keep pissing me off....LOL. Oh well they are probably making me mad b/c I'm cranky ... You know. I am really easy to anger today...LOL.

Well it's been a busy weekend!! Zach's party went great!! I was so nervous!! I always make an ass out of myself but Matt was SUCH a help! He did however find it amusing that I used up half a bottle of pinesol cleaning the house...LOL> Mo and Kath and Kevin helped me put stuff together for the party they were such helps!! Mo and Kath I know you read this but I couldn't have done it without you!! I love you guys!! Jo is SO cute!! I got the cutest pic of him stuck in the kids play shopping cart! That kid is just great!! It's so great when your child finally makes a friend with a nice normal polite child!! I love Jo!! There seems to be alot of drama abound but I don't want to talk about it here so if you'd like to say something to me and you're reading this then please email me. If you go my blog addy then I know you can get my email addy :) But for the record I have no problems with anyone I just wish we could ALL get along...LOL. Also 2 words ANGER MANAGEMENT! it works give it a try!! Therapy too...both are very good options. At any rate!! I love my neighbors!! They are great!! They come over just to say hi and let us borrow their lawnmower they are just really really good people you don't find that too often. I'm so sad they are moving :( And there son Eli could no be cuter!!! He is just ADORABLE!!! Ok well I'm done bitching moaning and rambling for now probably not for the day but for now. But side note it really makes me so sad that people have so much anger in them. I wish there was something I could do to help them...You know...but you can't b/c they can't see past their anger. I would hate to live like that.

Well it's noon Saturday. Mom's here so I get to sleep in. I just got up a little bit ago and ate my diet food...UGH....it was good though. A mini can of fruit and some crackers with Hummus. I will lose weight I PROMISE!! I'm about to go work out. I feel just so Grossed out with myself lately. I've really been doing SO bad about working out and all that I mean to but I just really really suck at it and it seems I never have time. When Matt was gone for that year ash was taking 2 naps so during her first nap Zach and I would go up to my room and he'd watch tv while I biked for like 30 mins then we'd play after ash got up and during their nap I'd catch up on dishes nad laundry and etc. then I'd Go lift weights and do crunches and etc. Then at night we'd go on walks. So I was getting A TON of exercise but now I'm not getting anything. At nap time if noone is here then I clean clean clean Matt is of no help at all he leaves crap everywhere and I have to clean it all up along with all the damn dog and cat fur!! I just feel so drained but it's so dumb b/c I wouldn't feel like that if I'd just get off my fat lazy butt!! I was SO proud of myself for how good I was doing then Matt comes back and now all my spare time is cleaning and being with him I have no time to do stuff for me. Even with mom here I have to catch up on cleaning and there is SO much to do!! I miss carpet I have to sweep twice a day to cut down on the fur and I have to vaccum the rug EVERYday! I was vaccuming everyday in AZ but I didn't have to sweep everyday b/c it was a different tile. OH well I just feel lousy today so I'm bitching I'm goign to stop now...LOL. I wish I'd win the lottery and I could hire a maid to help me clean then lipo all my fat out then do something with my chest and then Sleep. I just want to sleep for days!!! LOL...ok I'm going to stop now..LOL

Long Day!! Matt let me sleep in YEA!!! I woke up feeling like dog poo but I'm starting to feel better now..:) :) But mental note to self: husband sitting around all day = DIRTY HOUSE!! After I got up I stumbled into the computer room and posted while drinking my diet coke and waiting for matt to put the little ones to nap. He got done and we cuddled on the couch then showered then got ready for the task of going to the doctor with Ashlee. With a normal child this would be no big deal but with Ash you have to come with ammo and for her it was in the shape of a small pink carebear wearing bunny ears..lol. She cried the whole time we were there and since I was at the docter's I decided I would ask what was up with the vesectomy lady never called us back...well lo and behold my doctor is the vesectomy lady and she had put his name on the list already. At first I was like YES then I was like Ok I'm going to kill someone. She filled me in on something I didn't know there is a wait list for this!! And it's 8 months long!!!! I am so pissed off!! he'll be Iraq when his name comes up so first thing when he steps on American soil is clip it...LOL. Then we went to the JAG office to get a POA for my father in law. Zach spit on the floor while we were there!!! I tried not to spank the tar out of him and sent him to his daddy who put him in the car and there they waited. I was so mad I was seeing red!! He knows not to spit!! I couldn't believe I watched him do it!! He was surprisingly good the rest of the day?!? Well now I'm just waiting on dear matt to finish putting the new rotors on the jeep. He thinks they are the wrong ones!! Um this is your 2nd try buddy get it right!! Tommorrow Miss Mo is dropping of Mr. Jo and I'm going to babisit. Zach is going to have a BALL!! But I'm going to go sleep hope you all are enjoying my insane ramblings..:) :) :)

Ok I've come to the conclusion that I'm not sick. It has got to be allergies!! It gets worse when I leave the house and I dont' have body aches or anything so next week I'm going to make an appt and hopefully get on something other then Claratin which obviously does not work...LOL
Not much happening today, I did discover that slip covers for couches suck!! Matt and I bought some for our couches and they went back after 2 hours, it just looked SO horrible. Hopefully one day we'll be able to afford new couches!!!

I Feel so terrible today it's not even funny :( I feel all congested and crappy and SO tired!! THANK GOD MOM IS HERE TOMMORROW!!! I'm going to Katherine's Pampered Chef party and I'll be running on E if I don't get to sleep tonight. I think I am feeling allergies and a major lack of sleep!! The past two nights Matt has kept me up all night. Snoring or rolling over and kicking me or getting up and talking. It's SO annoying!! If he keeps it up he can couch it for all I care. I need sleep!!! I had no idea how much these 14 hour days would suck! He comes home and eats then sleeps we barely talk we def don't do anything else...LOL. 4 days a week it's like living with a zombie...LOL.
So far the planning for Zach's bday is NOT going good, I think I'm just going to cancel. I'm so sick of putting myself out there and then nothing.

Ok I officially do not understand Hello and Picasa...lol. I swear to you I uploaded that pic of Ashlee like Sat and it's only today Wednesday night posting onto my blog?!? STRANGE!! I swear my blog is possessed...LOL. Not much went on today my mom was here so I didn't have to be mom so that was GREAT for a change!! I Pine Sol'd the whole house!! It smelt so GOOD. Then dh came waltzing in wearing his shoes. I could've killed him. But at least he remembered to get the ground beef..lol. Ashlee was SO cranky today. I know she's not sick so I think I'm going to make an apt. and see if it's allergies. It's only her nose all stopped up and she is really cuddley and acts like she doesn't feel good but there's no fever and no cough and it's white stuff not yellow or anything. So hopefully it's just allergies and she can be on something to help her feel better.
I met a girl from one of my boards the other day at the park. She brought her 2 1/2 year old son and he was SO polite!! He was SUCH a good kid!!! I really liked him and her!! They were both so nice!! I'm meeting such nice people here!!

diva in training 

Fun Long Weekend

Well This has been a LONG LONG weekend but NICE :) I don't have the typical Fri-Sun weekend b/c of matt's schdule our weekend is more like Sun-Tues. Well I went and got Mom on Sat night and Matt and I got to sleep in!! YEA!! Then we went grocery shopping and argued over a cheeseburger..dont' ask LONG STORY...LOL. Then I took Mom home and we hung out with the kids and then Katherine and Kevin came over for dinner. They are really just SO fun to hang out with. It's never akward we can talk about ANYTHING and we do...LOL. They are one of those easy going couples that you just wish everyone was like...LOL. Today we did the family thing all day and Matt set up Zach's train in his room!! It's official we can't buy anymore train stuff his room is FULL. It's going to go up in about a week then he'll want it reassembled a week after that. It's just too big to keep up full time. And we are SO ebaying this damn thing once he gets too old to use it...lol. Another couple was suppossed to come to dinner tonight and they totally stood us up!! I have NEVER had that happen before!! I am hoping I got the days wrong but I don't think so.
Zach turns 4 in like 15 days!!! HE'S GETTING SO BIG!! I can't believe he's getting so old!! And he is SO MUCH FUN!! He's not whiney he doesn't need you to constently amuse him, hardly any tantrums, he is so curious about everything and it's SO cool to hear his interpratations of everyday things...LOL. We got him a happymeal Sun night and when we brought it back he was just SO thrilled. He said a HAPPY MEAL for ME!!!! WOW Thanks MOMMY!!! This is for sure the best age!! Ashlee is fun and super cuddley but man these tantrums are driving me nuts but I am NOT going to give in! People always think well if I give them what they want then they will be quiet. Um no that just means that they will whine and fuss for EVERYTHING. We are strick with the kids but so far Zach's turned out alright. I see other people complaining about how they can't take thier kids anywhere or how they have to fight them to do the most basic things!! Kids are SO much happier with rules and routines. It gives them a sense of control in a world that is anythign but.
My Best Friend Steph sent me a box of stuff from Amazon for the kids!! It was awesome!! A Casey the Kinderbot cartidge and a floor mat for Zach's bday and a talking CareBear for Ash. That girl will not let that Carebear go...LOL. She just hugs it and hugs it she loves that it talks to her...lol. Strangely though my dog Codi runs from it like it's possessed....lol.