So Matt's been gone all day day and my mom has been here visiting with the kdis so I've been being lazy ALL DAY...lol. watched ALOT of tv and basically vegged out. I can't wait to go get groceries tommorrow we need them so so bad. I miss matt already and it's only been one day...lol. I'm such a goob...lol

My little pilot!! 

This was a busy week. Went to the airshow Sat and Sun out to Outback with Katherine and Kevin then over to Jamie and Clifton's today. Matt's packing for his TDY only 12 days but I'll sure miss him..:( That'a about all for today but here's a cute pic!!

ashlee and Matt 

1) Total number of films I own on DVD/video:

I think like 300

2) The last film(s) I bought:

bought...um Lemony Snicket

3) The last film I watched:

Alien Vs. Predator

4) Five films that I watch a lot or that mean a lot to me (in no particular order):

I like romantic comedy's too. But what I watch the most are horror and action films
Tremors, Halloween, Army of Darkness, Alien Vs Predator, and LOL...I can watch Clueless over and over again..lol

5) Tag 4 people and have them put this in their journal:

I'm tagging Felicia, Toni, Okieminni, and Syndi

My teeth hurt?? How wierld is that?? Matt is at MPF right now but I won't tell you all why until we find out for sure but I'm SO DAMN EXCITED!!! I can't wait for the air show this weekend Zach is going to have a ball! Zach is so good and so bad at the same time today!! He's been really good with his please's and Thank you's and with his May I's but he's also been really bad with his sister and with minding. But at least he's using good manners while he's not listening to me..LOL. He's been in time out twice today and that's ALOT for him. He's normally in time out maybe once every 3 days but today he's trying to break a record or somehting..LOL. Mo I hope you can come over tommorrow I miss you!!! Is anyone else going to the Air Show this weekend? We should all try and meet up there! Ok I'll fill you all in on MPF later on today!!
Also wanted to add that I LOVE all these comments you all are adding on here!! It's nice to know that someone is reading :)

Ok FYI guys and girls my blog is going to be really sporadic for the next couple months I'll be good when Matt is gone to Fort Dix and bad when he gets back. We're trying to spend ALOT of time together before he leaves so busy busy busy. We're setting up the slip in slide in the back tommorrow or later today so I'll get tons of pictures of Zach playing!! Not much has gone on here Matt was off yesterday and is off for the next 3 days YEA!!! The air show is this weekend and we are def. going so we'll take tons of pictures there too. For once everything is going really good today!! The kids are being good I even got to lay out a little bit! Kath I did forget to mention you, you are a great friend and I'm so happy that I met you here! I love all you guys and I don't know where I'd be without you!!

ashlee's new dress 

I am I admit I'm a blog neglecter..LOL. I've been so busy and icky lately that I haven't had time to do much!! But I do have a nice burn on my shoulders and chest..LOL. It looks quite lovely I might add...J/K. This whole situation with Matt has really made me reevalute friendships and etc. And I just gotta say Mo you rock!!! You really are such a good friend!!! I am lucky to have met you!
Ok I'm going to go give Ash and Zach a bath god knows they need it. I promise I'll get better at writing. Also Melly it was AWESOME meeting you I didn't get to talk to you much but hopefully we can meet up another time!!

Well today was pretty busy I helped someone move this morning then babisat Jo this afternoon, Only the best kid ever...lol. Thanks for the pants Mo btw I LOVE THEM!! I put them on once you left and I've been wearing them every since!! So comfy!! And kath I havn't talked to you but Mo left you a book here so LMK if you want me to drop if off. Ashlee has an apt at 730am in the morning tommorrow I'm really really worried about her she's in alot of pain and this has been going on for like 2 weeks now!! That is WAY too long. And to make things fun Zach seems to be SUPER allergic to somethign b/c his eyes are red and swollen up so he gets to go in in the morning too. I think moving to NC broke the kids...LOL. They are never never sick and they have both been more sick since Jan then they have in their whole lives!! It's really driving me nuts. I'm so stressed out right now and I just don't feel like I have anyone to really bitch to about it. I don't want to bring anyone down. I think if one more thing goes wrong right now I'm going to snap. B/t the kids and Matt's deployment I'm really stressed out. Ok Ok I'm done for today..lol.

my house really is fish death camp...lol. But we still have 5 in the big tank plus 2 snails and our 2 betas are still doing great...so maybe it's the big aquarium seeing as 2 have died in there. We're having trouble keeping the water not cloudy. I'm tempted to keep changing the water but that's part of the reason it's cloudy I don't think changing the water every day is all that good for the fish either. Hopefully nomore will die though...lol.
I'm so down lately just so blah. I don't talk to many people anymore and I'm sick of part time friends. I mean if your my friend then be here for me during the good and the bad don't skate out during the bad!?! I'm just feeling really sad lately I guess.
Ash had to go back to the er today that wasn't fun and after 4 freaking hours all they said was keep putting the ointment on and it'll get better..Um not good enough for me so Monday we're going to see if we can get her in for an afternoon apt. I'm sorry but when you get me medicine and after 1 week and 1 1/2 (2 weeks on Tues) there is no change and said rash is now BLEEDING!!! and you're only advice is let her not wear a diaper during the day until it clears up. You can kiss my arse...lol. Womack blows I wouldn't take my dying dog there. Matt waiting for 3 hours and finally went up and said look I'm on duty the triage nurses are stanging there with their hands up their own asses my infant daughter is bleeding WTH. The waiting room was pratically empty!! So after having a security guard tell him to calm down I'm guessing the dumb bitch at the receptionist table decided to let Ash get seen!!! To make matters worse some guy was pushing a stroller in and his wife passed out behind him he tried to catch her but failed. Well in a normal caring not crazy hospital they would have rushed to her right!! Well not a womack he ran to the desk and said my wife just passed out I need a strecher or something this ignorant POS (same lady mind you) actually pointed to a wheelchair and said there's a wheelchair?!? I mean what the hell?!? You are an ER your job is to help people not sit there and twiddle your thumb while your ass gets bigger!! So my point being I am never going there. I don't care if my arm is half hanging off the bone PLEASE drive the extra 15 mins and take me to Cape Fear.
Well while ash was gone I washed her sheets she had peed all over them (right out her diaper!!) and I had to clean the mattress etc. well I had her nakie and wondering around per doctor's orders and of course trying to catch her when she peed well she peed ... where you ask...Right on her pile of clean bed sheets. Figures once you clean peed on sheets said sheet offender should be allowed to pee on them again before they make it to the bed. I was so stressed by this point that I just laughed. I put her on the toliet...lol. She laughed she has no idea what to do on there she's 19 months...lol. If anything this adventure will help her to learn what goes on down there and hopefully help her potty train earlier then her brother...lol. Although she does HATE being naked. She walked around and when she'd find a clean diaper she would bring it to me and lay down...I felt bad b/c I kept saying no honey I cna't and she just kept crying!! Poor thing :(
So I call my mom yestereday and ask her about Sun it's mother's day does she want to come by for dinner. Does she say yes?!? Noooo she says well honey it's up to you do you want me to? If that isn't the most infuriating thing ever. First I don't ask things I don't want to do. Second I have more to do then feed your ego. I said you just want me to beg you don't you she laughed and said well it would be nice?!? What the Hell?!? I thought it was nice making a dinner you like and a desert you like on mother's day!! None of the foods I'm making I like!! I'm a mother too but does that cross her mind nooo. as usual it's her her her.
Ok now that I've typed a book I'm goign to go...lol. Thanks for reading my massive vent :) :)

We've had 2 fish fatalities this week :( Goldfish sure love to die. So far the fish death toll in this house is 5...lol. First we had the suicidel beta that leapt into the drain..lol. Then we had the belly up beta...lol. Then in the small tank we had a goldfish go belly up and now in the new big tank we've had 2. The rest better stay and my beautiful white angel koi better stay around for awhile I just love him...lol.
So good news!! Mrs. Kath (as most of you know already) is pregnant!!! She SO deserves to be!!! I've never seen two people who would make better parents!! They are so loving and caring and I just know they will be great parents!! So congrats you guys!! We love you!!
Not much going on here today I worked out a little. I need to work out alot but yeah I'm lazy...lol.
Today Zach told me I want to grow up to be as big as daddy!!! It was SOOO cute!! I just love my kiddies :)
I know you all love my photo collage I made it super big so you can see the pictures. Thanks Melly and Robin for helping me with that. I am such a dumbass on the computer..lol. Well I better go get the kids up. I am so so tired lately :( Hopefully next week I can see about getting that IUD put in until Matt can get snipped. No more pills for me...LOL

photo colloge 

I am so so tired....feet dragging and all. Matt's schdule is fixing to kick my arse...lol. They keep changing things on him. They even tried to tell him he was leaving for 6 weeks this sat to go to 7 level school...he was like um are you trying to get me killed b/c my wife will kill me....lol. He tests for staff on the 16th and they were like oh yeah guess you can't go...Ummm DUR. Then at the end of this month or next he's goign to sniper school for 3 weeks and then he leaves in Sept. First they say no then yes then no...so now I'm planning on yes. I hate all this indecsivnesss it wasn't like this at Luke!! I am so ready for him to either move me back to AZ or to crosstrain!! But he has an appt next week so wish him luck!!!!

ok ok I'm updating...LOL.
Hmmmm. Wow friday was my last post!! Sometimes time just gets away from you...lol. I've seen ALOT of miss Katherine this week and I love her so much!!! She's just like this ball full of happy energy adn you can't help but be in a good mood around her. It's just nice to have a good friend again. I babisat Jo on Monday for miss Mo :) Jo is so so so much fun!! Zach really adores him. I wish I'd see mo more she's so fun too :) Although I will confess to haveing nightmares about Doctor Satan..LOL. seriously people MOST DISTURBING MOVIE EVER is def. House of 1000 corpses. It's unpleasent and slightly disturbing until the guy skins this girls father and wears the skin and then they drop them into a pit of sorts and they getting "operated" on by Dr. Satan. Must tell you this is where the film goes from EWWW to OMG I CAN'T WATCH!!!! But on a scarce the shit out of you during it gets a D I wasn't scared at all watching it, really grossed out but more like a watching a train wreck happen kind of thing. But on the scare the shit out of you later scale it gets a A. I keep thinking about That Dr. and his goggled friend...EWWW...shivers....lol. And let me tell you that I will NEVER go camping now!! Or pick up a hitchiker..lol. I was so sad that the clown guy was bad I thought he was just eccentric (aside from killing the robbers...hmmm...were the robbers the chicken?!?) but nope he's evil. And the ending!! I mean come on!! Someone has to escape...lol.
Well I'm waiting on the maintenence guy to get here and fix my drain.....they are never here when they say they will :(
Well I love all the comments guys so keep em coming!!!