Very sad news

It is with the saddest heart that I pass on the following news:

Please join me in remembering a great icon of the
entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast
infection, and complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He
was 71.
Doughboy is survived by his wife, Play Dough, two children, John Dough,
and Jane Dough, who has one in the oven. He is also survived by his
elderly father, Pop Tart.
Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities
turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Buttersworth, Hungry
Jack, The California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies and
Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy, and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded.
Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with
turnovers. He was not considered a very smart "cookie", wasting much of his
dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times, he still, as a
crusty old man,was considered a roll model for millions.
The funeral was held at 3:50 for about 20 minutes.

Lori on AFA posted this...LOL.

So life is boring over here. I've begun my battle of the bulge and it's not going so good but damnit it can be done. I will be back to my normal weight by the time Matt gets back home!! I hate it (how I look) so very very much. It's an obsession almost. I think about everything I put in my mouth :(.

ho hum....have you ever had one of those days where everything felt awful and you were just stupendously unhappy? Well I'm having one of those months. I've been unhappy for awhile but lately I've bene more then that. I've been in this horrible black funk for a while and I'm sick of it. My weight is the biggest it's ever been minus children I don't even fit into my fat jeans. I'm working out alot and nothing seems to be helping. I've taking 3 pregnancy tests just to be sure and I'm not pregnant so I really don't know why I'm so damn big right now. I quit taking my BC which was really making me icky and I thought after I quit I'd lose some wieght but nope nothing. My boobs are HUGE!!! It's like most of the weight is going there and damnit this sucks. I've grown a whole cup size!! anymore weight gain and I will officially not leave the house until it's gone. I started taking a diet pill and it works wonderfully during a workout. I don't get tired as much as I normally do but it does make me lightheaded and my heart beats really fast. UGH somedays I just wish I wasn't me that I could take a break from me and let someone else be me for awhile!!!

Thanks for all the comments girls :) Thanks Laura I love snail mail I'm totally excited to get more!! Did you get the letter I sent you back?
Not much going on here. I've been totally wiped out today :( Just exhausted :( My mom is coming over tonight so Matt and I can go to the grocery store in the morning and to go see a movie with Mo and J tommorrow. I'm so excited!!!! I haven't heard from Mo so I hope they can still go. We're going to see Land of the Dead. Matt and I also decided that after this movie that unless it's something big like StarWars or Lord of the Rings type movie then we are no longer going to the theaters here. I've been 3 times and all 3 somebody talked through the movie, the seats don't recline and for $8 each it's just not worth it. I hate the theaters here. Matt also made a big decision to try and cross back over into the Marines. They have openings in intel and the AirForce can't offer him that right now and we don't know when they will be able to offer that. He can't stand what he's doing now and I think he misses the pride of being a Marine. Not that being in the Air Force isn't something to be proud of b/c it is. It's just a diff mentality b/t the 2 branches. I'm excited for any decision he makes I'm proud that he wants to continue to serve his country and if that continuing service takes us back to the Marines then so be it.. :)
Matt and I have no plans tonight. Probably go to bed early and get up a little late...LOL. I love it when we both get to sleep in. It's rare b/c mom isn't normally here maybe once a week during the day but overnight visits are so awesome b/c then we can just lay around and really get that alone time. I cleaned the fishtank again today. We discovered that we need a new filter, the one we have isn't doing the job. We also discovered something important our bettas have been in vases and while they are getting the oxygen they need they arn't getting the water as warm as they need it so we have to get a 10 gallon tank with a seperator so they don't attack each other and we already have a tank warmer so we'll hook that one up. Also and this is SOOO cool. Our bettas have been doing what we thought was just blowing bubbles. Well what they are doing is making bubblenests the male betta blows bubbles making a bubblenest and then mates with the female and she lays her eggs the male keeps the eggs in the nest for 2-3 days and then they start hatching. What's funny is that the mail betta raises them not the female the female actually has to be removed so she doesn't get attacked...lol.
Ok enough with the pet lesson...lol. All NC people please tell me that sometime soon all this humidity is going to leave b/c I'm dying in this heat...:(