I just got back from Jersey it was a nice visit matt and I got a few things figured out. This deployment is make or break for us. Either he gets his act together or I won't be here when he gets back. I'm not asking him to do anything abnormal or change anything all I'm saying is hey pick up a damn phone and talk to you're wive and kids every now and then. Really not a big deal. If it can't then I understand that but every other freaking spouse has to tell me oh I heard from so and so today it's like nice they can call and mine can't. GRRRR.

I've also decided that I'm sick of people that need me to come to them. I have this friend who just dissappeared on me I PMed her I IMed her I sent her myspace messages I mean what more could I do. She wasn't online so I'm not going to call and be like um why arn't you on? I'm sorry but if I'm putting in effort it HAS to go 2 ways. Well I see her and she's like yeah you can pick up a phone ya know. I was like WTF you're the one not answering anything online I'm sure as hell not going to track you down and say hey be my friend. If I write and email and IM then I'm fullfulling my end of the bargain. If you chose not to answer then let that be on you and say hey ya know what I didn't try either. I hate that crap. I really really hate that crap.

OK I'm getting bad about updating..lol. I was doing good there for awhile. I want to change the pic on my layout. Melly how do I match up the size??
Not much is going on here. Just patiently awaiting Ophelia. I'm wondering around F'ville with Jaime the next couple days and getting Cliff's bday stuff :) THen on Sunday it's OFF TO NJ!!!! YEA!!!! I'm so so so so excited!!! I can't wait to see matt! I got a new tae bo dvd the other one was too easy. This one is better but still not what I'm looking for. There is one that's fatblasting so I'm going to try that one. Other then that not too much going on over here :)

So I started Tae Bo. I figure that and my 2 miles walking a day and I should be in tip top shape by the time Matt gets home. I want him to get off the plane and think OMG that's MY wife..LOL. I only have Tae Bo basic and you have this side kick thingy that you do and you have to do it double time. That's the only thing that's really working. I think once I master that I should move on to the advanced workout. I'm not even breathing hard until the kicks start and that's at the end of the tape :( In some ways I'm in better shape then I thought but in others I'm not. My arms look flabby but I have really strong arms. I guess it's from carrying 2 kids all day...ROFL. I miss Matt!! The other day the kids got to talk to him on webcam and that was SOOO awesome! Zach was mystified adn Ash was like IT"S DADDEEEE..LOL. So cute!!

So today was a good day. Mom was here so I got to sleep in!! YEA!!! I went to the commissary and I'm not kidding you people here the line was SO long that it took an hour and a half just to checkout!!! How crazy is that!!!! It was annoying for sure but I'm still in a good mood. I filled up the car b/c it was on E I was expecting a long line but nope no line at all :) Now I'm just waiting on Kath to get off work so we can go shopping. I need to get some new tarts and Zach's comfortor ripped so he needs a new one. We SO don't have the money for that but oh well such is life I suppose. Matt IMed last time and I guess eh kind've saved some guys life. No no war story or anything so dramatic. He's in NJ training they are basically sitting there twiddling their fingers. The training is for only 9 days yet they are there for like 35 days! They are sleeping in tents and etc. basically everyone is pissed off. Anyway back to my story....they I guess decided to give them something to do so they ran a course in the middle of the day. Well some guy makes it through the course and overheats. He's convulsing and not sweating and nearly passing out. SO while everyone else just stands there. Matt strips his gear off and dousing the guy with water keeps him awake and gives him water. The medic strolls over and this idiot had NO idea what to do. Matt had to prep the guys arm and show the idiot where the vein was. So the medic gets the needle in and then is like UM. I don't know how to stop the blood. DUR. So matt stops the blood and hooks up the line and the IV bag and sits with the guy until the EMT's get there. Awww my little hero. I mean no he didn't really save the guys life persay. But it still was a damn good thing he was there :) :)

ok ok Sparks I'm updating..LOL
First and foremost Sandy I know you read my blog so if you are reading this then PLEASE let me know if you all are ok and if you got out in time. I'm worried sick!
Not much going on around here just WORRYING about Sandy!
What really never fails to amuse me is that once you're a Bush hater you are always a Bush hater and for some reason cannot get you're head out of you're own ass long enough to see that not everything is his fault. OMG NC is having a gas shortage. LETS BLAME BUSH. I'm so sick of everyone blaming Bush for everything. I happen to support our president! People make him out to be a Nazi or something. And people are SO damn uninformed!! I mean sure you can read an article and quote it but newsflash people. NEWS IS BIASED!!! People really think that just b/c it's written it must be true. It's SO irratating. Yeah I know I just misspelled that word. I'm just so sick of hearing his name and negative comments. Ok I'm off my soapbox now :)