I'm such a bad blogger! I haven't kept this blog or my other blog up at all. This new puppy is really keeping me busy. He has SO many toys and I praise him when he uses them but he still managed to chew up Ash's Elmo pieces, Zach's flip flops and my Fave. black old navy flip flops. Yes they were cheapies but they don't sell them right now and I honestly wore those things everywhere so I was really bummed out! The kids and I have been sick so that really sucks I hate being sick :( Zach btw is now FULLY potty trained!! YAY for him!! He still needs a pull up at night but only b/c he's SUCH a deep sleeper and doesn't wake up to go. He is almost 5 so I was really really worried about him and I knew I was pestering him too much so of course once I decided I didn't care anymore and just to leave it alone that's when he was like ok since you don't care I'll go...LOL. I have NEVER been happier!! 1 diapered child down and 1 to go!

I've been trying hard to get this weight off and it's SO hard! I'm still having my problems (if I talk to you alot then you know what I mean) so I think that has alot to do with why it's not coming off. My MIL keeps telling me to go see an endocrinologist so I need to make an appt with my doc and have him send me to them. It's such a pain I mean I'm NOT that fat! I'm 5'3 and 145 that's not that bad. Last time I saw that doc he told me that I need to eat 800 cals a day and that if I kept gaining pretty soon I'd need gastric. Why kind of nutjob says that! I know I'm not happy with my weight but am I at a healthy weight yes I think so. a little above it yeah but I'm not like 200 pds.

Matt's gotten ALOT better at calling home! It was SUCH a source of stress for me. So I'm glad that's it's working itself out. I'm ready for him to hang up him AF uniform and put back on the Marines!!

OK I need to clean the house and worry about dinner. Mom is still here so I'm getting a MUCH needed break. I really want to go on vacation though. I need to just get away from all the stress here. Not the kids really they arn't that stressful at all. It's stressful people and I could really use a change of scenery..:)

MY dog had to get put down yesterday this has been a majorly shitty week for me and then to top it off tommorrow is my bday.... great.